Hi my name is KaDee and
yes it’s pronounced just as it is spelled: Kuh-Dee.
I’m sitting here right
now wondering how I got to this place. I’ve never been kissed, never had a boyfriend,
never had sex, and I’m still a fucking virgin! Yes I know language unnecessary
but if you were feeling the way I’m feeling right now you’d understand why.
It’s true that whatever
you experience as a child shapes you for and into the future. Being whatever
you’ve learned or experienced influences the every choices that you make. It
influences your whole thought process and your attitude toward life.
This is why I think I’m
the way I am now. I’m naïve when it comes to everything related to men, relationships,
and sex. You see a few things happened to me when I was younger—I don’t think
anyone’s childhood can get any shittier than mine. So let’s take a short trip
down memory lane, shall we?
Well I think I was in
like second or third grade. There was this guy in my class his name was Asshole
and apparently he didn’t like me. I could never understand or figure out why
but he just didn’t. I went to a small private school so everyone knew everyone.
But anyway he didn’t bother me on a daily but when we came in contact Asshole
was an asshole to me. He’d call me ugly and tell me to shut up and all kinds of
manner of rudeness.
One particular day we had
a school assembly and I was sitting behind him and I distinctly remember him
turning around insulting me then he spat on me. I hit him and shoved him but
that didn’t stop him. I told a teacher who made him apologize but that didn’t
stop him.
So that was Asshole
number one’s story here’s Asshole number two’s story.
